So this morning I received a copy of the forms that my social worker filled in the other day. It's all fucking wrong.
I've been really worrying myself sick since she came because it all seemed very quick and easy. Seems she flew through the fucking forms taking me at face value which given she's never even fucking met me before has had her basically fuck me up completely.
I phoned the DWP explaining this and at first they were like "Well if you signed the forms" and shit. Thing is I'm so fucking stressed out of my eyeballs at the moment due to losing our flat/taking loads of meds to counter that stress that I was fucking out of it when she filled them in. I should have asked to see them before she rushed off and posted them in but I just didn't.
I've managed to get them to agree to ignore them when they arrive and send me out forms to fill out myself which piles on even more stress and now I'm scared shitless that they're going to forget and take the forms she's sent in and add the info the system.
I think I am going to have to think seriously about admitting myself to the hospital in Chichester. I really don't know how much longer I can take this stress.