Be Excellent To Each Other

Right, I'm going to send you a banana themed package (oh my, that sounds so rude) tomorrow even if it means walking in the rain.

I hope life gets better for you, Meems. You seem to get the shifty end of every stick in life

Hugses 4 Meemses!

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PS I am eating a midnight snack of oatcakes with random things on top. And cup-a-soup . Try that, it's worked for me.

I need to stop wrestling with Miss Malabar. She managed to momentarily put most of her weight on my bad arm this evening, and ended up moving it about 10 degrees past the zone commonly known as "My arm will probably snap if you push it much further." When your arm can only just retract to just further than a right angle, this sort of stuff is seriously bloody painful. Not comfortable right now.

Learn the Crippler Crossface and that'll put her in her place

I'm going to 619 her next time. I just need to finish fitting these ropes.

Mental image:

So that's what the kids are calling it these days....

That's easy Meems. Have a big bear hug from me. Squawk when you can't breathe anymore

*hug Meems*

this is too fucking early. Not happy.

*hugs albino*

Beer tasting evening at the University club was OK. Bumped into an old colleague and I've got my name on another paper coming out soon-ish, which is nice. Currently have slight headache form too much beer. University Club still looks like an airport departure lounge.

Thankyou for all of the hugs, guys, it was very lovely to read when I woke up.

I manage to bounce so much rubbish off of me and stay generally quite cheery, but this last year and a half bad things just keep on happening, piling one upon the other. I have lost many people close to me, had long hospital stays and had the course of my life changed because of it, had so many troubles with everything that sometimes I just don't feel cheery and just want to stop resisting the torrent of rubbish and let it knock me down. Maybe then life will see what it is doing to me. Everything seems so unbalanced - some folks just amble through it happy and with all of the luck in the world, and opportunity just falls at their feet. My uncle is like this and he is not a good or nice man by any means. maybe that is why - maybe you need to take advantage of everyone else to get like that, but I just let it get to me last night as I was tired of saying 'cheer up' to myself.

I didn't sleep very well, but I slept. I am now doing some work but have decided that I am going to do so from the sofa and under a duvet. Not optimum conditions, but I don't care. I am going to have a nap between tasks and cheer myself up over the course of the day, hopefully.

I love you Mimi. Don't sweat the small stuff.

My inverty.com web site's just showing some sort of crappy holding page with ads on it instead of my glorious blog. I AM VERY UPSET WITH THIS DEVELOPMENT.

Looks fine to me chap.

Fine to me, old bean.

Fine on my phone, too. Just a holding page from the office. Weird.

Hugs Meems - hang on in there. And on the plus side....



Having kids is brilliant, isn't it?

*massive hugs to Meems*
Let me know if there's anything I can do to help Meems, seriously.

I thought about you at the weekend as the Jubilee line goes through Neasdon.

Are you not at Craigs at the moment?

I'm trying not to, Mali. I know that part of life is losing people you love, and I can manage that even though it does leave me feeling kind of empty inside sometimes, but I'm so tired now of hospital stays. I can't do all of the things I want and medical things mean I have to take things easy much of the time. I get about and do things, but not as I'd like. I feel tired much of the time and had to make a choice earlier in the year to try and keep my working ovary to give me a last chance of having children, but it gives me such pain and seems to be in vain. Sorry, maybe this is too much info, but it makes me feel so sad, and I try to jolly along regardless, but now everything seems to conspire to want to make me homeless anyway so perhaps none of the above matters. Sometimes things don't feel small. Maybe it is the permanence of some things as I don't know how to change them. For many things I just cannot.

I made the mistake of actually saying I had a really ace day, yesterday. Never do that.

Nothing to do with Kids I just work up!!

But things aren' great in the Kovacs Household.. when I am stressed I don't sleep

A little late with the hugs but *hugs* regardless.

The jubbily line does go through Neasden. I actually used to be closer to Wembley Park, which the jubbily line also goes through. Hopefully I'll be able to go back there for a few days before Christmas if things pick up as I miss my brothers a little.

Do you want to come and play Bingo at the BNPub this afternoon, mimi, it absolutely hilarious?

bingo with drunk racists? Sounds different...

Bloody foreigners, coming over here and stealing our numbers.

Is it an almost totally non-violent BNPub?

Grim... - I haz not Sekritt Mod Poliz. Can I haz Sekritt Mod Poliz?

"Two fat and foreign ladies ... 88"
"House! Get out of our house"

I was mesmerised by that, dunno why!

I just heard a cacophony outside, and looked out of the window, and there were 5 crows kicking fuck out of a 6th, with magpies looking on.

Meems! Come and visit us if you fancy a break. I will cook many nice things, and charlotte will get drunk and ask you the same three or four questions in a cycle for twenty minutes. It'll be great.

ouch, fire drill = headache

Sorry to hear that chap.

Have to go to London again on Thursday, but the bloody railway is broken so it's a replacement bus to Swindon. Yay. I will console myself by going to the Imperial War Museum instead of doing any work before the meeting as we're in Kennington anyway.

You should post yourself, second class. There's an excuse for being late.

Thanks...

Swindon eh? Probably Reavers.

*narrows eyes*

We don't aprpeciate in-jokes round here.

No... wait...

FIRELY MEET CLIQUE SPEAK IN FLEES CLIQUE SQUEAK!

I am drinking chrysanthemum tea, as in tea made from it's flowers. It's ace, but I suppose if you're a big wronghead that doesn't like rose, violet or other floral tastes then it probably isn't

Somebody has managed to steal an entire desktop PC from this library, and CCTV and staff were caught entirely unawares.



We really need dedicated security here.

That daylight increases warming thing is funny, but even better is the fact they spelt warming wrong in the headline.

There's logic to it, isn't there?
It's colder at 8pm than at 7pm. Is it "more colder" that it is in the morning?

That's, er...

Impressive.

If they'd said that longer evenings means more power used in heating and lighting... maybe.

On my way home, Whimsical Sat-Nav took me on a magical mystery tour through central London and I passed a sign pointing the way to Neasden. I, too, thought of a) Mimi and b) going round to Tom Nook's to brick his windows.

Hope you're feeling a bit better in yourself today, Meems.

CCTV failed us.

We believe it was reavers, but we can't be sure as we don't have a visual.